18.3.2012

Start it again .

Hope it will be better than before .

Is time to concentrate on it.

Long time didnt touch this ,

Feel abit scare.

Scare cant do it well .

Scare alone.

Wish me good luck :D

Night :)

Think too much...

是我想太多，还以为我们之间还有一点机会  。
结果，才知道，原来那只是你的一份关心。
是我爱错了，还以为你要我等你。
最后，原来你也在等一个人。

我对你不好吗？很心痛，就这样一切结束了。
明知道我想做的不是朋友，但你应该要坦白告诉我吧？
要不是她，我不会知道，我傻了那么久。

这一切，都没了。
理科班，我还会继续读下去吗？
书，还一样会读吗？
我还是我吗？

Janice

Janice ,Thanks dear .. I'm still loving him.. You know that :)

Lose Hope.

At the moment , I cried. 

When I close my eyes , I think of you...

And the times we have been through...

Even thought we're far apart right now....

I remember back when you were here with me..

How you've make my world complete..

But now I left alone.....

I wish that I could live without you....

Why did you tear my heart apart...

All those painful things you've put me though...

But I'm still loving you...

I've tried to give my best for you...

I don't deserve the things you do....

Everything has gone to memories...

I just wish I knew the truth behind the lies.....♥

January.

We had a bad day.
What a small matter , But we argue whole day.
We are growing up .
Why cant we think more about it?

I hope , You can tell me any thing that I should know.
Sometimes , I'll understand why you dont tell me something , Because that's your privacy. I know it .
But why must I tell you EVERYTHING always? I also got my privacy.
Please Dont Make Me Angry You.

KL ? On this sunday?
Hmmm.. I think i'm not going , Dad dont give . But its ok , He also tell me that the reason he dun give me join my friend is He Worry Me. I understand.
Friends , Enjoy your Shopping ^^

Thursday..... What a terrible day is it . I need to say SORRY again >< . Sorry , We play the fool on you .

I changed^^ Last time I will not study a subject in a day. But now , I'll take any subject's Notes or Textbook and read it. :D Thanks Ah pek ^^ Chemistry ... Biology ... Physic ... Add Maths ... Maths .... all tuition >< My time almost fulled /.\ I need to plan time , then I will have enough time to sleep and study and play also.

Got to END it^^ Bye.

December.

2011 to 2012.

A story for 2011...

Hmm..where to start it? Ok. In my mind , the first thing that i memories it is our Setia Gang. Because of all of you , My form3 life go through with all of happiness and full of laughter. We play together always , We sleep together always , We enjoy our form 3 life together . But in this year , many unhappy things happen in my family members. Its ok , Because i have a gang of friends can make me happy always . How about Genting Trip? It was so amazing and so happy , when i get permission from my dad I was happy till I can fly (LoL) . Great!! All photo was taken in our mind... =) Sweet. 

Love ? I was in a relationship with Lau Jie Peng this year , actually he was a kind of good boy , treat me the best , but at last I leave him alone. Reason? No one knows it . Next , a new guy I know him. He was a good boy also. He respect his parents much . He teach me some also . He force me study hard . He change my life too. But i'm not going in a relationship with him now. Now was not the time for me to in a relationship with anyone. I want concentrate my study first. Others.. See how's going on . 

Hahaha! I view back my photo , Wow! I had changed much >< From a mushroom hair to a straight short hair . last time i'll wearing a spec and now i'm wearing lenses. All taste changed . It was real , My grandma say I'm fat now ! >< 

Intro for 2012...

My plannig for this year is... I want study hard !!! Wearing a spec to school ? buy a new school bag? Hmm... when reopen school then you'll know =)
Countdown for this year at Tarot. Teesha girl , be happy ... Cheer up . I'm so sorry that I cant help you.

I'll be.

Yesterday , Midnight , I finally found the courage to say out all the words from my heart to you.
I know i'm not expert in that , I'll be strong.
I wont give up , I'll try for next chance , A girl teach me that we must grab every chance of our happiness.
My life become colorful is because of you , I'll be happy.

So fast , I had work at my aunt shop for 2 months , All laughter..I'll miss you._ Yi Shi , a form 4 girl , we cry together , we laugh together , we play together , we eat together , we walk together , we play the fool on others together , and we work together ! Nice memories........

Still have... 6 days ! we got to start our Form 4 school life^^ Looking forward . but i need to cut my hair again >< Its OK...Wait more 2 years , I can have a beauty long hair^^


Night dear ^^

I'm strong.

我开始工作了，第一天就有一大堆的货给我 packing , 不过一俩下我就包完了 ， 午饭时间是我自己一个人出去吃，第一次自己走出街上找小食中心自己吃午饭。可是还是打给了一个朋友来陪我吃饭。 :)

第二天了，我开始学会招待顾客，拿货给顾客，开始做一些比较复杂的工作，而午饭时间是跟我阿姨老板娘出去吃。这一天里，是有少许的累，但是工作时间里还有许多欢笑。

接下来好多事情我都学会了，慢慢可以应付所有问题。 我相信我可以。




这位男生，你曾经在我心里是个好男生，不过对于你的所作所为，抱歉， 你是个贱男生！
暧昧不是给你这样玩的，我们女生是你的玩具？那两个傻婆是，但 我 不 是！
对不起，你喜欢我 但 我对你已经彻底失望。 不要说你爱我，除非你解释下你和你兄弟对那两个女生做了什么？ 玩她们很过瘾？''XX 是我暧昧对象。'' 这句话你说得那么得意，那么那个女生会怎样想？please lah, 你的样子再怎么好看，都不真实了。你知道当我知道了这些事情的反应是什么吗？ 我想哭了，我恨不得想一巴给你盖下去，当天晚上工作晚回家后，我想了很多事情，我从新用另一个角度去看你的fb profile,我才发觉了真正得你。 原来这6 个月来，我也是个傻瓜，就被你的甜嘴巴骗了。原来我还被你的样子蒙骗了。 原来我们是该回到原地的。 我放弃了。我不必每天关心你了，我不必特地去看你的演出了 ， 我不必再吃醋了，我不必再努力下去维持我们的关系了。

你们这两个笨女生，不要被他的样子，他的甜嘴巴骗了。 知道吗？人家都说了只是跟你玩暧昧，为什么还不看清他人？ 做么还要自己推自己去他们身上？蠢！ NOOB SHIT ! 知道了，不是自己退出咯~还要自己上门找人家~ 傻够了没有 ？ noob! 够了拉。。





我看清了。

Happy Holiday :)

Yesterday was the last day of my Form 3 school life , Hmmmmm...Quite miss it .
I take many photo on that day , Others photo that we didnt take it we can capture it in our mind :))

Rm100 /.\ OMG ~ I didnt get it~T.T My mum take it to buy her things ady...Ishhh~~~By The way..Its OK..

Last day momeries :))

This is US ^^


Nothing to type anymore..fell sleepy =.=

I'm looks so funny~ >< haha. 

'' Why you so zhan deng one? '' 

'' Hmm..^^ you guess ~ ''

You always like that =.=